I seriously have no words to write right now. I just got back from taking my daughter to her dance class which was cancelled. We got there and her sweet dance teacher was in tears. Her brother-in-law had been killed doing border control in AZ. I hate it when violence hits close to home. I like living in my naive little world where nothing bad happens to me. I didn't know how to react. I've never lost a sibling and I hope I never have to when they are young. I've lost great grandparents, but I still have 2 great grandmothers alive and all of my grand parents are still live and kicking strong. Death is not something I am use to, and to be honest, I do not want to get use to it. It's no fun. Even though I KNOW my family is a forever family and I WILL see my family again, death still hurts.
As I think about death and this trial for my friend, I realize me not losing weight is so minimal to the worlds trials right now. It seems so petty now to be sad and frustrated over such a trivial thing. I hope I can focus more on other people and serving them than on what is not happening or what is going wrong in my life.
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